My Life and how I describe it

Ailyne · Last edited by Ailyne on Tue May 30, 2006 7:21 pm; edited 2 times in total

Dear diary,
my friends @nd i just made a website for our club but it is not yet finished!We really want you to join!!!just send me a pm and invite us in friendster.OUR EMAIL ADD IS jam_reloaded214@yahoo.com.Or if you do not have a friendster account just go to reloaded in nicksplat.com!!
bye!
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**&&you don't find happiness at the end of the road...you find it along the way...goodbye ASC**

NiCA-ChAN · Posted: Wed Apr 19, 2006 12:51 pm Post subject:

lol Ailyne,what website is ... i mean saying that what website or where do you create,
me I've got freewebs.com!
http://www.freewebs.com/luvinfreakzone/index.htm
it's not quite finish,and the layout is just ... 1st!
complain about the layout pls Icon_favorites18

it's really ugly..
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Love is a mysterious thing like inside a box...
Love is where we express our feelings for somebody...
Love is where we send gifts like flowers, chocolates for them to feel our feelings for them...
Love is when a relationship build and build until it became pure...
That's my meaning of love. What's yours and who's your valentines?

Ailyne · Posted: Wed Apr 19, 2006 9:49 pm Post subject: MINE'S UGLY TOO!

well its not a web really but just a blog in friendster.and will you join the club?IF YES just give me your name ,email,age thanks!
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**&&you don't find happiness at the end of the road...you find it along the way...goodbye ASC**

Ailyne · Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 2:09 pm Post subject: ex-bf's

well today im gonna talk about my past!well in the past i had 7 bestfriends!The first four were my first bf's .We biked everyday and played with each other!We were friends then :( but then things started to change the group broke up :cry: since then i never went out of my house for 4 years.I wasnt depressed i just thought to myself why bother go out if you even have nothing to do eventually the two of them apologized to me but the other one never did.It wasnt because she was angry it was because she was now mature even though we just the same age she never talks to us anymore.Shes mature while im still playful.Its because she and her older brothers got a band and shes the lead singer while her oldest brother has a girlfriend so she would associate with them , not us.Yet i never got angry at her :?: i felt nothing for her.When i pass by her we act as if we didnt even know each other.Well that was the past still, i do really miss her i would trade a whole barrel of gold just for the group to be mended but that wish never came through.My second best friend betrayed me.She joined forces with my mortal enemy since grade 1 .I tried to warn her that my enemy will just pull her away from me then blow her of when our frindship is already broken but she didnt listen now she is hating my enemy too.She already apologized to me but our relationship never got back.Those last two bestfriends moved away!So the moral of this story is that never let your friendship be taken for granted or in the end you will be the one to suffer,if you know that your friendship is going to end just let it flow away so it wouldnt hurt that bad like it hurted me .It will make you cry every night in your bed wishing that you never even existed like I did .but In the future you will be healed
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t h e . d r e a m e r · Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 2:31 pm Post subject:

Awwwww...

that was a tough one. It happened to me too when I first moved to Malaysia. I befriended a Japanese girl (my neighbor) and she was always on the look out to see if I was free to play! Then I met another girl (my enemy-friend) and eventually formed a playgroup of about 8 kids including me. Dad made a tree house opposite our house and it was the thing. I didn't know my Japanese friend was jealous of me but she was. She became quite close my enemy-friend and both of them started ignoring me and spoke in Malay. At that time I didn't know Malay that much yet. Eventually the group broke apart because I was constantly coming home angry at those two. We also find out her mom bad-mouthed my family. :icon_angry3: I mean come on... gossips about us which were untrue?! Really mean.

Anyway, I stayed away from them... I did leave the house to play but I played my own games. It wasn't easy ignoring those two. I met other friends. I left the country and when we moved back we stayed in a different house. Now I have more friends that I can play everyday (except for the rain!) and once my enemy-friend used to bully Natasha and she just followed her and didn't do anything when I was teased. Now Natasha found out I make better friend than our enemy-friend and we are good buddies.

You don't have to be extremely sad over those lost friends. Sometimes people change as we grow up and have other own interests. You might have changed too just maybe you never notice the changes. Why don't you say hi to that singer-friend. You have nothing to lose but more to gain if she wants to be your friend again.

NiCA-ChAN · Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 2:36 pm Post subject: Re: MINE'S UGLY TOO!

Ailyne · Posted: Fri Apr 21, 2006 3:36 pm Post subject: ...

Yah so hard.I think that my mortal enemy & i began to fight when i got the top 1title in my class? :?: Thanks for comforting me. Icon_emotions16

maybe it was really hard for you to make friends since you moved a lot huh? :?:
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enemy? did i just read a mortal enemy?
careful! =)

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BIANCA:
C'mmon!.. You're web is not the kinda ugly..
nice . cause its blue!
my fav.

Ailyne · Posted: Sat Apr 22, 2006 4:53 pm Post subject:

YAH!we were fighting since grade 1. I think it will end this year!
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Ailyne · Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 11:12 am Post subject:

mostly everybody dislikese cuz omt a tough girl.She even made a club against me.If you knew her youd blow of your head :icon_angry3:
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SmileyC · Posted: Sat Apr 29, 2006 12:17 pm Post subject:

ailyne, can you PLEASE tell me the URL ??? I'll keep it a secret Icon_angels11

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Click the pic to go to my blog XD

Ailyne · Posted: Fri May 05, 2006 12:54 pm Post subject:

Sorry i really cant tell!Can i ask you where do you get those note signature?
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**&&you don't find happiness at the end of the road...you find it along the way...goodbye ASC**