Ok so, there's this girl at my school, which is one of my closest friend and let's say her name is "Ned". We've been sharing secrets w/ each other bcoss I've been trusting her with everythingg. I've met her for over almost a year from now and things went bad as I didn't expect it to be. :/ In the middle of the year [until todayy], I always leave my backpack on the table w/ some of my friends outside every snack and lunch bcoss I don't like to carry it everytime me and my friends hangout. After snack/lunch ends, I was surprised bcoss my backpack was gone! It seems to be that it disappeared! I asked some of my friends that were sitting on the table where I left it and they told me that, "Well.. it didn't. Somebody took it. And it's not juss somebody, its Ned." I thought that they were just kidding around, but sad to say, they weren't. I was shocked bcoss I saw her and her friends come out to the bathroom w/ my backpack w/ her! I'm so mad at her bcoss she took it and I didn't expect that from her EVER ! And the saddest thingg is, she's taking my backpack bcoss she's reading my diary w/ her friends. :[ That's emberrassing. Not even that, my WHOLE feelings are written in there. I think this is the 4th time she did this to me.. Bcoss she did it again juss todayy. Awhile ago, she called me on my cell and she's apologizing to me. I really wanna say it's ok but it's not. I don't wanna lie to her, like what she did to me. What should I do?? I don't want to lose her though. But I am still mad at her. I juss don't know what EXACTLY to do. :[
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